Pringles.

And because I was feeling particularly low today and wanted some cheering up, I looked up episodes of Little Britain on YT. I really and still do not like the USA version. Like, what happened? They just crossed the pond and the humour was gone, dunno.

Anyway, stumbled upon the Live show performed in Blackpool. OMG. So. Bloody. Brilliant. Got me LOL in no time. Pringles. Bubbles. Hide the Sausage. Fat Fighters. Sebastian. Daffyd.

I am a woman!

Haters to the left.

I am a chicken with its head cut off running around in circles and sprouting blood everywhere.

I am a headless chicken spewing blood everywhere, running around in circles.

Running around in circles like a decapitated chicken spewing blood everywhere.

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I'm confused: at this moment, I have nothing, and yet there are ppl who are judgmental and dislike me. What does that say about them? Heck, what does it say about me??

Mental block.

Hate it when I make mental drafts of stuff I want to talk about, and yet when I get to boot up my PC, all I want to do is surf or play games. Duh. There really is a lot to talk about it and I'd like to get all these things off my mind (and onto 'public' domain, ha ha ha).

Subconscious (Lee).

I've mentioned before how this is turning into some dream journal, because hey, what else can I report on?

Is it strange that the dreams I have lately, or parts of it that I remember, signify hope and removal of obstacles (at least according to the dream interpretation websites) when actually in reality I feel absolutely frustrated and flustered? What does it really mean if all put together? Am I correct in assuming that despite all these physical hardship, no matter how depressed I may feel about it consciously, inside I am resilient and will overcome these hurdles? Is that truly part of my character?

I'd like to believe so, because it is one little thing that keeps my hopes up.

Dreamt I kept being sucked under waterfalls then thrown out into the air. While airborne I could see light refracted by aircraft. (?)
— Ouiser Lee ✘✘✘ (@suplada) December 21, 2011

That was what I tweeted after having that particular dream. I can still see it in my mind. There were actually two waterfalls across from each other. I went under one waterfall, down into the water, and the pressure from the falls was so great that it throws me out of the water and right into the other waterfall, where I get sucked down again underneath it, and it's just like an endless loop. But while I'm up in the air in between those waterfalls, I could see a rainbow. At one time, the rainbow was being refracted from an airplane. I remember thinking, that's nice, and then back into the water again. Oddly, while I was being bounced around, I wasn't even panicky. It was more incredulous that something like that could and was happening. (Of course, it's a dream!)

MA interpreted it for me. She said that I may be frustrated, but despite that I still find hope.

Recently I dreamt I turned on all the lights in the house and didn't care if anyone thought it was wasteful of electricity or what the neighbors said. I'm not even sure if it was this house or a hybrid of our Pasay house and this one. (Interestingly, usually when I dream of being in my own home, it is always set in the Pasay house.) I actually felt good about having all the lights on and I could see better.

Yesterday I remember part of my dream where I was brushing my teeth really vigorously the paste was creating a lot of foam. Dream Moods interprets it that:

To dream that you are brushing your teeth refers to your level of confidence, your struggles and your aggressiveness. You need to look out for yourself and your own interest. Perhaps, you feel that your position is shaky.

The other day I also dreamt I was in this room, I didn't recognize where I actually was, but there were lots of cobwebs and I was brushing them off my face. Again, not in the panicky, instant-ninja-master kind of way. Now I remember there was even some light coming from a window somewhere. Dream Moods interpretation is:

To see cobwebs in your dream suggest that you have not reached your full potential. Your talents are not being utilized. Alternatively, the dream indicates that you are neglecting your responsibilities, talents, or some issue.

Myths-Dreams-Symbols concurs saying it is about unused talents or indecision.

But I was removing the cobwebs from my face, does that signify I have made some firm decisions? I do know I am neglecting some responsibility, that is why I am trying me best by making up for it in other ways. (Still, it is very frustrating when other people refuse to acknowledge.)

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My subconscious: it knows more about me than I do.